It is safe to say that I have a memorable childhood, and this person below is part of it :

pilih la yang mana satu.

Ini adalah sepupu i. Namanya Hatim, kami rapat semenjak kecil sehinggalah sekarang dah besar tongkeh. Disebabkan kami sebaya dan i adalah cucu perempuan yang sulung, i takde choice lain selain geng dengan beliau.

Zaman kanak-kanak kami memang adventure, port paling selalu pergi lepak adalah Sungai belakang rumah Tok Led dan belakang rumah abang zam, cari siput sedut nak bagi opah buat gulai katanya. Selepas penat cari siput sedut kami akan singgah di kedai laksa Cik Bai'e, sedap laksa beliau, letak dalam plastik minuman, kuah sedut pakai straw. slurrp. Tapi i tak suka laksa.

Disebabkan beliau noob tak reti bawak motor, I terpaksa angkut beliau setiap kali nak pergi jalan-jalan kat kampung. Pernah sekali, kerana beliau terlalu berat, lepas beli laksa Cik Bai'e kami tergolek belakang kedai Cik Ya, habis Kuah laksa satu plastik pecah. Tinggal satu Kuah , dua laksa? Atee cane tu nak makan? Ce cite ce cite.

Dah la kuah laksa pecah, nombor plat motor juga terbelah dua, terpaksa beli gam uhu dan sambung balik lepastu buat-buat senyap. kebetulan abang i yang memang ada reputasi kurang menyenangkan di mata ibu, main bola lalu tersepak bola terkena plat motor, lalu plat motor yang sememangnya goyah patah kali kedua. Maka abang dipersalahkan dan kami terselamat.

Kalau nak cerita, banyak lagi sweet memories masa zaman belum mumayiz, belum masuk cerita organize pesta (gitu ), nyanyi lagu A.L.O.N.G.. along! ( lagu tema kononnya, wtf? ), buat pengembaraan ke imaginary Taman Bab* Tunggal, rumah hantu, dan lain-lain. Sesungguhnya zaman childhood kami penuh warna-warni.

Beliau juga banyak bagi support paling latest masa zaman keruntuhan rumah tangga i dulu. kalau tidak, mungkin dua orang sudah arwah kene sembelih dengan i. hehe. He's a good listener, he gives good advice and sebab beliau excellent in his studies bagi i berkobar-kobar nak challenge beliau and it pays off.

He's like a twin brother to me and i adore him dearly. Aceyyyy. Jadi dikesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan.......

APRIL FOOL!! kepada beliau...

No, actually I wanna wish Happy Birthday to my dear cousin, Muhammad Hatim b Abdul Razak. Semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki, menjadi doktor yang berguna, and i wish you all the happiness and love in this world and beyond.

p/s : Aku nak claim perfume hujung minggu ni. bahahahaha.

I am physically, emotionally and mentally tired right now.

I've just finished doing my Environmental report but I still have loads of assignments and reports queuing, waving at me waiting to be done. My Agricultural Microbe's fact sheet is progressing, Alhamdulillah but I still have Biomole report, Financial plans and other reports untouched.

*sigh*

I don't know why but I am such a forgetful grandma lately. I went home last week because I was homesick and I needed to settle few things. It's the norm that whenever I am home, mum will ask me to pick up my youngest sister from school.

Her school ended at 2 pm so I waited outside her school at 1.50 pm. At 2 pm, the pupil started to fill the school compound waiting for their parents to pick them up but strangely, my sister is nowhere to be found.

At 2.15 pm, still a no-show. I got a little bit angry so I went out of the car and waited at her school gate, but she still didn't show up. I freaked out and my heart started pounding like crazy. I was so worried and began to think of all the bad things that might happen to her. I almost cried.

And then it hit me,

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I WENT TO THE WRONG SCHOOL!! *slaps forehead*

I went to her old school. I totally forgot that she no longer go there because she's in standard 3 now. So, I rushed off to her new school.

As I entered the school gate, I can see her almost-cried-but-tahan-because-i'm-cool face from afar.

She refused to talk to me along the way home. I had to bribe her with Cornetto ice-cream to keep her quiet and not tell my mum what happened.

She told mum everything as soon as we reach home. What a BAD POTADO -.-"

I had an awesome Nasi Lemak Ayam Berempah at Pilah street tonight, thanks to Hasif and Sha. After 3 months staying in Pilah, this is my first time going out to Pekan Pilah during nighttime.

I feel sorry for Honey for not having her playmate aka boyfriend, I know she is lonely so I decided to adopt a new male cat for Honey. So, I browsed through mudah.my and found these few lucky candidates that are lucky enough to have a new home soon.

This is my onyx. They look exactly the same, aren't they?

I really don't know which one I should adopt. I really really really want the Onyx clone, but when I think about it again, replacing Onyx with a new cat that looks exactly like him doesn't mean that I get him back. He is still gone :(

Which one eh?

When a guy you love tells you that he loves you, ask them this - Until when?

No, I am just kidding. Just tell him I love you too or something.

Being in a relationship is wonderful, you will feel loved, appreciated. You'll have someone to take care of you, someone to turn to when you're having a bad day, a shoulder to cry on when you're feeling blue. However, many people especially girls were blinded by this feeling that we call love until they can't see what's happening around them.

I had an experience getting cheated on and boy, that was ugly. There were signs that were crystal clear that my partner wasn't being faithful, but again I was in love and I was in denial so I can't see what's coming.

You can see a few differences in you partner (husband, boyfriend etc) if they're doing something behind your back,

1. He don't care anymore - Whenever something wrong happens between the two of you and you feel bad about it and you were sulking, he did nothing to make things better.

2. He's always busy with his phone - Calling and texting all the time and he don't let you near his phone. Whenever he answers the phone call he will go miles away from you and you can see him smiling, giggling like there is no tomorrow and when you ask him who was that. - 'oh, that was Pakngah, Makngah, Opah, Bibik, his cat - whoever that cross his mind' -LAME.

3. He's is not his normal self - If you're the kind of couple that normally have meals together, hang out all the time and spend so much time with each other, you will know how his daily routines are. But when he stops spending time with you, always sleepy during the day, he looks tired, have a lunch date with his mum for like almost everyday, Girls, put on your stalker face and investigate. He might have another mum in his arm with blonde hair carrying new Guess handbag -Just saying.

4. All your close friends avoid you and him - No, that's not because they hate you, but they couldn't face you. They feel sorry for you and wanting to tell you what is going on but they don't know how. Or maybe they're keeping secrets and afraid that they will blurt out the dirt and reveal everything.

5. He become quiet, looks unhappy, buy you things - simply because he's aware with the fact that you have always been a good girlfriend of his, and he is such an ungrateful bastard.

6. Instinct - Intuition is your best weapon. If your gut tells you that something is wrong with your boyfriend, then something is wrong. Don't deny it. If you feel lost and you don't know what to do, ask guidance from God. Remember, Allah answers the dua of the oppressed. Being cheated on is one of the form of oppression.

When you're dealing with cheating boyfriend, please don't lower your self-worth to their level by cursing at him, confronting 'the other girl' or begging him to stop seeing her. Trust me, there is no other sweet revenge than being happy, do well in your life and find someone else that really loves you. Just walk away from him because it's not your loss, it's his.

" A girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her " - Marilyn Monroe

You don't truly appreciate what you have until it's gone - true story bro.

I love cats. Cats give me happiness that none (except for my family and my friend) of any other living things in the world can give . There is something so beautiful with those round eyes and fluffy hair that soothes me.

I used to have two cats at home, Onyx and Honey. They're the most loving couple any 'catkind' can have. I swear.

But unfortunately, Onyx died a month ago leaving Honey and all of us behind.

We were devastated but little did we know, God have better plans for us. Onyx died but he left his legacy with us. We found out that honey was already pregnant when Onyx left us and yesterday, the babies popped out from mommy tummy already. *Yay*

And now, I have three cats that need my TLC. How like that?

I put my blog on hiatus for quite a long time and now i am back. Truth is, I miss blogging and im gonna start blogging again. I've started blogging since i was 18 years old, back to my pre-med 's year and boy, my life was a major drama back then. Don't blame me, I was young and naive. I left all that behind me and im moving on. It feels kinda strange but i am quite excited to see the relationship that me and my blog are gonna have. hopefully, it will be an amazing journey.